Because I wasn’t walking closely with Him. Yes, I was a Christian (since I was 14) and had started going to church again, but I read my Bible only a few times a year. I thought I didn’t need God because everything in my life seemed to be going so well.
I had built what I thought was an empire—crafted entirely from my vision board, filled with every heart’s desire I had wanted. I loved serving people and taught thousands of women through my programs, retreats, private coaching and speaking. I didn't realise what I was teaching was counterfeit. I truly thought I was doing good work.
I was operating in my gifting, void of the power of God.
It was the greatest plan Satan had for my life; to keep me deceived from my true calling and operating in power and authority of the Holy Spirit to bring true freedom - the freedom that only Jesus gives.
Thankfully God had a different plan.
For six months, God continued to whisper to me, patiently nudging my heart:
“You teach on self-worth, but they will never fully find it within themselves. True worth is found in God alone.…you also haven't found this yet”
Those words struck deeply, and it brought clarity I hadn’t seen before
You see, my signature program was called ‘Finding Your Worth From Within.’ It was all about unveiling the lies that kept women bound in a lack of self-worth and low confidence.
I taught this program in 52 countries through my online TV show, in workshops, and online courses. The results were there—testimonials poured in from women all over the world, grateful for the work I’d done.
This moment was pivotal.
I realised that despite the incredible work I was doing, there was a depth of transformation I couldn’t lead people into without God.
It wasn’t just about helping women heal and find their self-worth—it was about revealing their true identity in Christ and equipping them to walk in their Kingdom calling.
God was calling me to something higher, something eternal.
I began to feel like a fraud.
Where I once stood so strongly on my work; now I couldn't. I didn't know what to teach...
the 'old me' who thought she had it all figured out 🥴
He was calling me to a deeper truth, and I realised that even I hadn’t discovered what this truly meant...
At first, I didn’t listen to that small whisper.
So God stepped in, and the next year, my business—what seemed like overnight—completely collapsed. Programs that used to sell 100+ spots didn’t even sell one. My passion for my work disappeared, my health broke down, and my income stopped. I felt utterly confused, unaware that this was God’s hand at work. I had forgotten about that whisper I ignored, but it all began to make sense as everything fell apart - I knew deep down it was necessary, but I had no idea what to do.
All my techniques, certifications, and training couldn’t get me out of this mess.
I was at the end of myself.
One day, in complete desperation, I cried out to God,
“Teach me Your ways, because mine are clearly not working. If You do, I promise to follow them—and I will teach others.”
He showed me that my self-worth had been tied to my work, my pursuit of success, and my desire for more.
When I closed my YouTube channel and deleted my website, it felt like I was deleting my entire identity. Who was I without my business? How would anyone know about how hard I worked to achieve all that I had? I never thought this was an issue, it was.
In fact, God showed me many spiritual strongholds that have kept me bound in striving, self-sufficiency, needing to control and why I had certain habits and mindsets I just couldn't shift (the revelations will floor you 🤯 if you want to know, direct message me on instagram and I'll happily share, be prepared though for the truth though)
But God wasn’t interested in my success; He was interested in my heart.
I would spend the next number years focusing on my role as a wife, mother and homemaker.
No business. No success. Stripped of it all - seeking Him only.
What I thought was a fall from grace, turned out to be a fall into grace.
For five years, He lovingly restored me to my true identity, then healed and delivered me from the false self I had built.
It wasn’t through more coaching techniques or strategies—it was through His Word, in the quiet place, with the Holy Spirit guiding me every step of the way.
As a Pastors daughter, having been a Christian since I was 14, I came to know God in a way I had never know. Personally. Where I heard His voice, guidance and love directly.
In 2024 God spoke 'A reformation in the Coaching Industry'
It came out of nowhere and stopped me in my tracks. When he had my attention, he continued...
‘You used to use tools and techniques…’
He was referring to the certifications I had studied, Mind Detox Therapy, Life Coaching, Neuro-Linguistic Programming, EFT, Positive Psychology
‘NOW you’ll use My Word & My Spirit’
I never thought I would return to coaching, because I didn’t know that freedom, joy, and healing could be found in God alone.
But now, my purpose is different.
It’s not about success, or what I can be, do or create.
It's not about strategies to release trauma with talk therapy - not that this can't be helpful, but the level of healing that Jesus brings is spiritual and no talk therapy can compare.
I desire for women's eyes to be opened to what I now know. Because it is life-altering, in the most incredible way - to know their true worth in God, walk in the calling God has placed on their life, and experience the healing that comes from complete surrender to God and the level of peace and freedom that is found in knowing Jesus.
JESUS
can't live without
(if this isn't you, i can't wait to for god to reveal this to you)
CURRY
favoUrite FOOD
GARDENING
CURRENT HOBBY
WOMEN KNOWING GOD
PASSIONATE ABOUT
INVESTING
CURRENTLY LEARNING ABOUT
the greatest love story ever told is god's unending pursuit of you.
His desire to set you free, and His calling on your life that He predestined for you to know, and walk in before the world was formed.
Your life will never be the same when you see how much you’re loved, how you were made in His image, and how deeply God longs for you to walk in His ways.
God is pursuing you.
He simply waiting for your 'yes'.
Where to next my friend,
Inspired by the Proverbs 31 woman, let's embrace our roles as wise businesswomen, investors, and stewards of our homes.
I'm here to mentor Christian women in discovering their God-given purpose and calling in business. My signature framework helps you scale to at least $15k per month and build generational wealth, all while maintaining a lifestyle of rest.
This means creating a business that highly leveraged and aligns with your unique design as a woman, allowing you to work 10 hours per week and experience abundant blessings.
If you are just starting out in business, you will benefit from The Home Economy and You Are Called.
For those who have existing businesses, or in corporate and desire to transition to your own business, The Signet is for you.
If you are new in your walk with God, The Home Economy is ideal for you and if you want a more personal experience I invite you into Kingdom Coaching with me.
I can't wait to walk alongside you as you step into your divine purpose and thrive as God intended.
"The TRUE BEAUTY of a woman is her KIND heart and GENTLE spirit."